hey mr bloggie..

ola.... sori lamak sik update u my love .. blog.. huhu.... aku dah mcm org sakit semenjak 5 minggu tok... aku asa masuk minggu ke 6... ko pun mesti tauk apa sebab nya kan???? aku terlalu rindu kat nya ... aku sikmok cerita kat org lain... asyik2 cerita yg sama.. org pun mesti lejuk mok dgr kan.....tauk sik minggu depan last aku ngga nya.... LASTTT!!!! tp aku masih juak blm klaka dgn nya.... baru aku sedar besar na salah aku dgn nya sampei nya sikmok klaka dgn aku...aku dah mintak maaf dgn nya tp nya sikda madah apa2... dlm kata lain mungkin nya mmg sikmok maafkan aku.... jd ko paham sik mun dah org ya sik maok maafkan kita mesti nya pun sikmok ngga kita nak?? menyesal aku anok nya mcm ya ria.....mcm ni aku nak molah... aku syg gilak dgn nya.... jd aku pk sik pyhlah aku madah aku suka nya.. aku syg nya... biarlah aku simpan jak semua tok jd rahsia diri aku sorang jak... aku akan simpan bait2 kenangan aku dgn nya...walaupun nya sik akan ingat aku gik.. tp aku akan ingat nya sampe bila2.. aku syg kau... kau sik dpt ubah kenyataan ya.... ya Allah,,,, utk sekali jak... biarkan la aku klaka dgn nya sebelum aku balit.... aku terlalu syg nya... 

adit, if u read this, please., don't get me wrong.. i just cannot forget him.. i'm sorry..

lonely night.

hi mr bloggie... as u can read on my title,, i feel so lonely dis nite... sy cuma duduk di meja bertemankan gmbr sy dan dia... :( xde lg yg ptt ditulis....

empty space in my heart is created for you :)

i have 37 days left to tell that I REALLY LOVE YOU, ...

with love,

EAH, :(

emotional eve !

hello mr bloggie.... lmk aku dah x update ko oh?? opss,, slh2.. lmk dah kita 2 x berdating :) haha.... today is Thursday .. nothing interesting happen... i think... huhuhu... entah la,, just aku rasa mcm sedih indah sbb x lmk gik aku mok hbs kat matrik... hehe, x sbr mok tinggalkan tmpt tok sebenarnya... aku rindu dgn org kat ctok sebenarnya... org2 yg rapat ngn aku even kdg2 aku ada terasa hati ngn cdak.. kan aku dah mdh hati aku tok kain yg dah dibasuh dgn softlan.. hahaa... terlalu sensitif..... ok2,,, dari aku melalut2 mcm tok aku akan pdh ngn ktk org org2 yg aku syg kat matrik kat ctok.. btw, aku terpaksa "curi" gmbr ktk org k.. gmbr yg klua first x semestinya org ya yg plg ku syg... depend juak ya bha... hahaha... ok2.... tok la org sot2 yg bkl aku angau2 mun dah balit lak.. :

ok,, nya tok namanya natalia.. ketua kmk org..i mean ketua kump..biak gik dari aku ehh... haha,, baru jak ku perang besar ngn nya tok...perang2 pun x lmk jak... maklumlah bak pdh ku tek hati aku tok lembut mcm softlan.. hahah :)

namanya adibah.. boh ko kenjet2 mok tackle nya,, ada gerek dah tok... haha,, ada ko ditikam gereknya pake keropok leko... ada brannnnn????

namanya tok pnjg gilak.. ku type nama pendeknya jak lah.. k namanya pris... ngegeh nya tok.. hahahaha,,, gud luck dgn org SIBU k pris... syg ko.. hahahaha:p

kesayanganku.. sbb nya Bakal Kekasihku.. HAHAHAHAHAH.. ok2,, namanya yasmin... nya tok upanya serius tp lawak... jiwang juak.. ko pun sama min,, gud luck dgn org MIRI arhh.. :) p/s: jgn lupak kenangan kita tido sama2 :) hahahah

this is zafirah.... hahahaha,, zaf pun sama.. nmpk jak serius tp nya pun lwk juak.. suka tetak2 .. erm ada bakat aku tok jd raja lwk kali... hahahaahaha

hey JR.. hahahahahah... slh2,, bkn JR ..namanya jennie... nya tok lah the best partner time ngumpat org... haahahahaa,,, i miss u a lot jennie..... aku syg ko gilak2..... :/

ok, nampak x laki nok sowg jak ya? hahah, ya didiq.. nya ya nang suka ngaco org.. ya ku nang x suka... kali x gilak ku rindu ko diq.. hahahahaahah,,,, sehh,, xdalah... boh kcik hati.. hahahaha...

nya tok x boh diperkenalkan gik.. cgek kml knl nya... x mdh cleaner pun ngelala nya.. hahaha,, tp mun ktk org still juak mok knl nya,, ok namanya din... erm,, lwk + sot = ko pun tauk kan? haha

miak tok namanya zeff..cinta ati aku d kml. hahahahahaha... xdala.... nya tok kdg2 nyakit ati juak... nya tok baru cun dgn gelaran taik idong masin... x penah la ku rasa.. ko mok rasa ka? haha, ko sakit ku x jamin k!

miak tepi c nat ya namanya grace.... grace tok bf kpd zaf.. maksudku bestfren k.. bkn boifren. hahahahahahaa... sama juak,, palak tetak, palak molah lawak... :p

arman ngn inong... ku ingat dolok cdak duak tok grk... upa mcm org grk jak... hihihihi... tp mun grk,, kmk org nang suka juak... suka nak ngaco... hohoo... batu api la ku tok... haha

aku fokus dolok kat ompuan tudung kuning tok k... haha,, nama dilla... nya tok sweet jak mukanya.. kali ya grk nya syg nya gilak2 kali.. hahaah,,, menalah nak... mun x,, jd mcm aku... huhuhu

dari tepi ya ling.. tgh2 soon... hujung k tudung ya habsah... miak pandei tuk do.... boh mcm2 ko,.. hahahahah... cdak 3 xpa,, aku boleh jumpa... org cbu ba...

tiqah, fiqah, herlina.. aku rpt ngn kak fiqa la.. kak tiqah ngn herlina ada juak la ku klaka2 ngn cdak... :)

tok namanya faz... hahaha,, nya tok nang lawak... cgek ku plg xpat lupak,, psl nya mok meli nota math... nya slh sebut... hahaha,, aku pun jd blur entamnya... ku syg ko faz...

nok baju biru tepi sekalik ya abby... miak pandei juak....pandei speaking :) band 5... ambik ko... hahahahaha...... ko nang rock la abby.. hahahaha...

ok,,, aku rasa aku dah cita semua... tp ada gik la org lain yg rpt ngn aku d ctok just erm lak2 ku letak gmbr ktk org k.... syg ku ktk org... jgn ktk org x tauk k..... chow! :p

with love, eah!

forgive me.

hey mr bloggie.. sori lamak juak aku sik update ko..jadi hari tok aku akan update ko.. update ko puas2...kinek aku gilak dgr lagu back to december...best gilak lagu ya...knk aku suka? ok tok sbbnya :

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

sebenanya aku kelaie dgn nya .. dah 2 hari ku x tegur nya.... aku xpat kawal marah aku la... langsung sik dpt... aku madah pegi mati lah ko.... jaik na aku.... tp nya salah juak... memang patut pun aku padah pia..... perlu ka aku mintak maaf kat nya?????? aku takut misal nya pdh "terlambat dah ko mok mintak maaf" ...... aku menangis byk kali sbb tok......aku mena2 syg kau aie......