bye2 sayang . .

hello mr bloggie .. this is the last time i update my blog at KML .. kesayanganku .. less than 2 hours , i will leave this place . . very memorable place i think . . the place that teach me what is life actually . . show me who is the real friend n the fake .. kinda amazing n awesome moment .. moment with the love one ( even though he doesn't love me,i'm pretty sure 'bout that .. women instinct is better dude .. fyi la .. hehe .. but one thing i regret is : The last time in college , i still not talking to him 'bout this feeling .. maybe after this i don't have any chances.. that my choice .. so i have to face it .. whether i like it or not .. for all lecturers ( this too,i'm sure u can't read this..) thanks for being nice n "nice" with me in one year .. i think less than one year maybe.. its a fact .. n please forgive me if my attitude is yes,,, u know.... like crap sometimes...(got s,,it mean many time) haha... but still... i love all of u... being part of my life even in a short period .. its colorful my life .. i hope after this we can still meet each other n say "hi" .. if u still recognized me .. bye my dear .. remember this,, we love to see beautiful rainbow,, but we have to know,, before the awesome rainbow appear,, must be have rain.. even a little rain ... 

love , solehah@eah   

2 weeks n 3 days without u..

hello mr bloggie.... thank God i have finished my last paper today. yahhh,, it not hell.. i love exam... hoho....ok2, i dont want to talk 'bout the creature called exam but i want to say sumthin 'bout the title... yes, i want to talk 'bout him again n again... i didn't gettin bored to talked 'bout him.. like u too..if u in love with someone, definitely u will have this feeling too... it like u are in the air...i didn't talked to him since 1/3/2011... i hate that day... ok, don't hate the day, just hate the thing that happened in that day... my mistake... to take it serious n now i am sufferer girl in this earth.. i think... last time i saw him this morning... dear,, i love u so much.... it must be sweet if i can tell this in front u right now..but it just mindless dreaming.. but i want to tell u this :


in dream and in love there is no impossibilities.. - Janos Arnay

so, Arnay.. i agree with u... but how could ????? so tell me,, should i tell him that i love him so much...??? 'cause i already know what his answer... REJECTION... all my heart say he will rejected me.... i just can dream 'bout him.... n tell i love him in deep in my heart..... this is art of love i think..... then let change ur mind... if u see one boy/girl don't talk to the another girl/boy,, u can't just straight away said that he/she doesn't in love with that person...we never know...until he/she revealed the most sweet secret... SWEET SECRET...now i love that words.... 


I WANT TO MAKE DECISION : YES, I WILL TELL HIM, UNTIL I GET READY... ZEFFDDY, I AM SOLEHAH AHMAD... I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU...WILL YOU BE PART OF MY LIFE??????


ANSWER : YES / NO !!!! (CHOOSE ONE)

selamat petang .

hello mr bloggie... long time no c arrr.... hehehehehe.... saya janji mau update lepas pspm tp saya dah x sbr2 la mau update ini blog... heheheheheh.... huuhuuhuhu.... my last paper on this wednesday... derrrr..... i hope i can pass with flying color..... i hope la..... n get the good pointer to be in U... lol.... my story dis week???? op2,, last week.... this story is begin like this maa : on 14/4/2011... cehhh,,, yes2,,, it zeff's bday... how many time i want to tell u arr... i go n buy sumthing "stuff" for him... no need to tell here.... murah jak... hahahaha :D n that 13/4/11 nite, i text him... like this :


sharp 12am.. 
me : happy birthday zeff... may ur wish come true


1201am..
zeff : Tq ( i am disappointed coz he just said that !!!! OMG !!!


1205am..
me : aku maok minta maaf pasal dolok ya..


1206am..
zeff : it's ok..


1210am..
me : thx arr..huhu.. k lah, aku maok tdo.. all the best in your exam..


1211am..
zeff : k. gud lak..




So,, if u are in my shoes,, what do u feel???? it really errrrkkk... yep, i know he has forgive me but i still can feel that,, he still not really forgive me...... =.=' wat can i do arrr????? i try to talk to him if i meet him after this b4 i go back to sarawak..... to neutralize all the thing that happen to us... wish me the best of luck.....

thank you syg :)

hi mr bloggie.... lamak aku dah x update ko.... hari tok 14 April 2011..... alhamdulillah, doa aku dah dimakbul... nya dah maafkan aku... lega na asa aku..... ringan sikit beban aku.... even maybe kmk duak x jumpa gik,, at least aku tauk nya dah maafkan aku.... just aku masih rasa ragu2.. mena ka nya dah maafkan aku sepenuhnya??? ni lah tauk nak..... huhuhu,, please... kita x boleh syak wasangka kan..... yakin jak...... sik lamak agik aku xkan ngga nya gik.... mcm ni aku mok hidup nya xda...... ya Allah...... susah na hidup mcm tok..... mcm tok rasa syg dgn org gilak2.... 

hey..

hey mr bloggie. sy akan update after pspm k. bye2 :)